Im off thanksgiving this year finally i've worked it 3 years in a row. Not to excited but i get to see my family i have not spent much time with them since i moved to macon its tough being over here alone with no family. I cant trust my kids with  anyone so its hard to find a sitter if its not daycare setting. maybe i'll get out of that stage one day but these days you can't trust everybody 

i don't know if  i can continue this. stress at work home and school its just too much. i woke up this morning dreading the whole day. i know am being selfish because i should be grateful i woke up today but some days are just not good. maybe after thanksgiving i'll be a lil more thankful for life but right now am lost.

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this has been the week from H@**. I cant believe all the stuff that has happen to me in just a few days. All I can do is pray that everything is Ok and have faith the God will come through just in time.Im at rock bottom right now it feels like so things can only get better.